Minsan iniisip ko kung sapat ba ang pagmamahal na binibigay ko sayo. Minsan naiisip ko kung naging masaya ka ba sa piling ko. Kasi sa minsan na yun, naramdaman ko na hindi ako sapat. Hindi kita napapasaya. Sa sobrang daming pagkukulang ko sayo na kailanman hindi ko na mapupunan, alam mo kung bakit? Iniwan mo kasi agad ako. Iniwan mo ko at pinagpalit mo ko sa iba. Ang sakit nun diba? Wala eh. Tanggapin na lang. Nangyari na. Okay lang. Sanay na naman ako.
(26/365) by (KJ)
Unknown (via ha-ze)
Find someone who can teach you how to dream again. Someone who can clear your obscured eyes, support you with your dreams and goals in life, uplift your spirit when you feel weak, hold your hand when you think that no one loves you and be your strength for you to overcome your water-loo. Someone who can visualize what will be the next years of his/her life with you and grow old with you.
Find someone who can teach you how to fall in love again. Someone who can reinvigorate the butterflies on your stomach and make them glide again. Someone who can fill your gray-scaled world with colors and make you appreciate every little things in life. Someone who can accept your flaws, childish acts and baby-talks. Someone who can pacify you until you become okay. Someone who can make you happy and contented. Someone who can give you a smile that you will wear for a lifetime. Someone who can comply his/her promises to you. Someone who can make your life more meaningful, mornings even brighter and nights even better. And someone who can love you unconditionally and can submit his/her life to you.
Find someone who can be with you and never let go of your hand. Someone who can fight for you until the end, be with you through thick and thin, good and bad times. Someone who can be your light in your darkest night. Someone who can lean his/her shoulders for you to cry on. Someone who can hug you tight when you're afraid and be the source of your happiness. Someone who can protect you, care for you and do everything for you. Someone who can make you feel that you're the most significant being in his/her world.
Find someone who you can consider a best friend and a lover. Someone who can keep your deep dark secrets, ride on your weirdest trips and join you on your endless picture takings. Someone who you can talk and be with whenever you wanted to. Someone who you can share your favorite food with while watching your favorite movie. Someone who can stay with you until midnight talking about random things in life. Someone who can make your heart beat faster with those heart-melting stares and smiles. Someone who can make you feel younger and stop you from counting your years. Someone who can make you blush every time and make you feel important. Someone who can text and call you to remind you to eat. Someone who can text long sweet messages, serenade you every night until you fall asleep and wake you up with a phone call.
And most importantly, find someone who you can see yourself living and sharing the rest of your days, someone who you can forgive every time, someone who can have an intimate relationship with Jesus Christ and make Him the center of your relationship.
Time flies (via esssence)
If you really love her, you’ll be patient with her.
She’s not always that sweet, cute and loving girl that loves to tease you, play with you, kiss you and do those cute stuff with you. She’s not always that nice girl who gives you that warm smile and loves to play with your hair and tickle your stomach. Because sometimes or should I say most of the times, she can be that annoying girl who will test your patience. She can be an irritating, thick-headed girl who loves to run in circles and give you mixed signals that’ll surely freak you out. She will get in your nerve and dealing with her is not that easy. Her unpredictability can be a big problem knowing that she’s not that easy to read and thinking of what you’ll do with her when she’s in that state is like a solving a puzzle, very hard. She wants you to chase after her, and if you don’t, she’ll get mad. She’ll push you one second, and then pull you the next. She can be a real problem in the ass.
But then again, if you really love her, you’ll be patient with her. In the beginning, you already know that she isn’t the easiest girl to put up with. You should already know that she’s unpredictable and that once in a while, this behavior of her will possess her, and that when this time comes, you should know what to do already. Because she’s your girl. She’s the extension of yourself so you should know her that well. If she’s mad, and she’s provoking you, then you should know how to calm yourself down because if you also let anger eats you, you’ll just fight and it won’t do you any good. If she’s sad, you should already know the right timing for everything. You know when is the right time to crack a joke, when is the right time to be serious, and when is the right time to just sit down with her and listen. She can be annoying and irritating, but at the end of the day, she can also be that sweet, loving and submissive girl. You just can’t love her sweet side, because if you really love her, you’ll also love her rough parts.
When a man falls in love with you.
Gusto ka nyang palaging kasama. Hindi mo na kailangang magsabi sa kanya na magkita kayo. Hindi mo na kailangang gumawa ng paraan para makasama sya, kasi sya na ang gagawa ng paraan para makasama ka. At kung gaano mo sya gustong makasama, mas higit pa dun yung pagkagusto nyang makasama ka.
Gusto ka nyang nakikita palagi. Hindi importante sa kanya kung hindi ka nya nakakausap maya’t maya, basta ba hindi ka mawawala sa paningin nya. Gusto ka nyang nakikita palagi para alam nyang safe ka. Para alam nya kung sino kasama mo at anu ginagawa mo. Para alam nya kung masaya ka, kung ayos ka lang ba o kung kailangan mo sya. Basta makita ka lang nya, masaya na sya.
Ite-text ka nya palagi at tatawagan maya’t maya. Pagkagising mo may text sya, pagkaligo mo, may text sya. Pagka-kain mo, may text sya. Pagka-alis mo may text sya. At kapag hindi ka agad nagreply sa mga text messages nya sayo, siguradong tatawagan ka nya ng tatawagan. At kapag hindi mo sinasagot mga tawag nya, hahanapin ka nya.
Magugulat ka na lang sa mga gagawin nya. Bigla ka nyang yayakapin, bigla ka nyang hahalikan, bigla ka nyang bibigyan ng mga bagay na hindi mo hiningi sa kanya, bigla ka nyang dadalhin sa mga lugar na gustong-gusto mong puntahan, bigla ka nyang sasabihan ng mga sweet words na talagang mapapa-iyak ka sa sobrang tuwa.
Kasi ang lalaki kapag nagmahal ng totoo, walang imposible sa kanila. 100% ibibigay nila sa babae. Walang halong biro, walang halong pagdududa at walang halong pagsisisi. Basta kapag minahal ka nya ng totoo, asahan mo.. hindi ka na nya pakakawalan pa. Gagawin nya ang lahat para sayo. Ikaw na ang pinaka-maswerteng babae sa mundo.